There is a huge universe out there, just beyond my reach... just out of the realms of my understanding. The feeling of being more than just a physical and greatly limited being crept up on me more than ever before last night. After doing my mediation and finally getting into bed, feeling tired but yet still awake, I began to think of this concept again. The idea of being more and yet not yet seeing first hand, more than a tiny part of what i really am capable of knowing and what so called "reality' is, really got me into a state of feeling bound and trapped again. I began to fall asleep, in a very open minded state of being and soon become aware of the feeling of actually once again sensing, as i have a few times before, the possibillity
of transfering awareness to a body other than my physical one. I know the feeling of expanding awareness quite well now and was certainly at the point of becoming aware of much more. last night though I wanted to be able to make something big happen more than ever before.
I am loving that I have really started to get into the habit of meditating again before bed. I did think at first that maybe that was not going to be the best time to do so, but i had no better time to do it really. My naighbors are loud upstairs until very late and night and I can't seem to meditate with that chaos going on. I just get to darn fustrated with the thought of the constant disrespect, to really feel like trying to just deal with it. making my mediation time so late in the evening however is actually working well for me. I tend to lately be getting into bed to sleep, still in a spiritual mindset. I wonder about the posibilites that could leave open.
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